hmmmmm. suddenly got the random feel to blog o_O

yep..

past few weeks... have been asking myself, whether or nt, this is it..?

something tt i once feels so much for.

tt feeling, gone.

nt totally though... nt yet at least

i feel kinda lost.....? and stupid at the same time.

i do not know for wa am i working so hard for,

and its like as though it doesnt make any different w/ or w/o me.

since no matter hw hard i try, im still.. -.- nvm.

sigh.

in the beginning, thinking tt i could gain back all the feeling i once had,

making no regret at all, and wanting to do my best...

i gave up a very important (and expensive -_-') thing.

but wa's left nw....?

i hear tt 1 voice inside mi, telling mi to forgt, to give up, to quit and most importantly... to stop regreting?

in the beginning i made tt very choice so that i will nt have any regrets... isnt it? but all i'm hearing nw is "i miss the past mi."

i know very well tt i could, anytime, go back to hw i am a year ago.

but, im afraid of making the wrong move..........?

mi, cindytiong, 1 who does thing w/o caring much of the consequences (well, most of the time =X),

am stuck w/ this decision making process that i cant seems to find an answer at all.

or rather, doubts are all i could find.


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it would be uber amazing if anyone do read till here -.=

anyway, off track.

do take great care of urself. esp w/ weather like nw.