ive decided to go back and bball.

might be due to the dream i had few days ago... dreamt that i was in a match and i'm happy.

nt those normal kind of happy. like ive always tell ppl ard me, tt feeling when i bball, is different. its a feeling i can never ever find in other things.

nt in frens, nt in him, nt in family, nt while chilling, nt while having fun w/ frens etcetc.

but only in Bball.

like i was saying to myself, i shouldnt have, in the 1st place, quitted.

right nw, i really wish that coach will be happy that im back. although, kinda w/ or w/o me is still the same -.-

frankly speaking, if nt for my size and built.. i really have no idea wa gd am i in the team. then again, even w/ my size and built, im nt gd either. LOL

but i promise i will never ever quit again.

ever.